It's 12:45 AM, and guess what... my speech still isn't written. It's not due until 6 PM tomorrow night, but I don't want to be stressed out all day tomorrow, but at this point, it's inevitable. I was home again this past weekend (yeah I know, what else is new?), and had a pretty good time. I love being home, and especially with my new window drapes, it feels like I have a brand-new room. I cannot wait to redecorate it! So, I am choosing to blog instead of write my speech. At the same time, my eyelids are about to close. I still have not had any pop since this whole thing began, and Facebook is remaining unchecked throughout the day as well. My goals are attainable, but I'm not sure about the amount of substance they contain. As I was telling my friend earlier today, my life is boring. This is not a bad thing, by any means. Life is boring, but I'm incredibly happy. I've got very few worries right now, and not much to complain about. I've become extremely content with my situation, and I'm so looking forward to the future. I don't have much to say to anyone, because I just don't have much to say. For the majority of my life, I've dealt with drama. For the majority of my life, all I've ever talked about is drama. Now that I'm semi-free of drama, I have nothing to say! I don't feel that I have to worry about the world crashing down on me, because I know that I can take it (but only with God's help, of course). Now that I'm finally happy, I need to discipline myself to grow. I don't have a whole lot going on in my life, and now is the perfect opportunity for me to do some serious work on my spiritual life. As I sit here thinking more and more about my speech, the more I need to say adios...
how did you speech turn out? i'm sure it was awesome!
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