Saturday, May 30, 2009

They should arrest me :)

No, I didn't exactly break the law or anything... but the amount of music I steal from the library is amazing... Do not try this at home. My summer is painfully (literally) busy. Now, don't think I'm complaining here, but I feel like I'm working my butt off. I work for Dr. Jones a few days a week for 6-8 hours. Then I also work 8-10 hour shifts at Moe's. Don't you dare say, "welcome to the real world..." I will likely beat you with a stick :) This is my blog, I can write what I like. So, Chicago... I'm leaving in less than 24 hours!!! Absolutely freaking excited. I'm going with KT and Gracie. Road trip all the way. We're going to see Grace's cousin act in an improv show, SHEDD AQUARIUM (minus dolphins, which absolutely breaks my heart), the consulate (for Grace's Visa for Ecuador), China town, and any other randomly cheap ways to fill three college girls' lives. Wait for pictures. I've realized that being too busy does not help me. What I mean by that is, I have no chill time to actually relax, unwind, and spend time with my Creator. I'm still struggling trying to remember this, but my life is so crazy. HIS life (can you call it a life?) wasn't so crazy to create us, but I can't find the time? How is that fair?!? Sorry God. Help me please.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

No Serious Bits of Wisdom Today...

I woke up in a bad mood, and it sure as heck hasn't gotten any better. It's not an absolutely horrible day by any means, but just a regular crappy day... I think I woke up in a bad mood because I had another dream about my mom. That's my second dream about her in a week. It was a dream about how I told her off for not contacting me when she got a new cell phone. I think she came into Moe's??? I don't remember, but finally she told me her new number and then subsequently I told her off. I love the fact that I'm learning about how I'm normal, because I can admit I hate my mom at times. I agree, if you can't admit that, you are messed up. I got my new tennis shoes a couple of days ago, and I rarely take them off. I have to go take a tennis test soon and then play for about a half hour. Then shower (maybe)... and work on my stupid pointless chem take-home exam all day long. The only break I am allowing myself is for the Office, which of course, I wouldn't miss for the world. I want some sleep... Hoping that this day gets better (doubtful).